Crunch goes the medal.

Yesterday Josh and I were in a car crash. My neck is aching and I feel so depressed. We were driving on 23 and I started skidding out of control. We flew into the ditch. Everything went everywhere. I called my Mom. She said she was so worried because all she could hear was Josh crying and screaming in the background and me crying. My car might be written off, it's hard to say at this point. I just can't stop thinking about this accident. Everytime I picture it I just want to cry. I couldn't find his pacifier for the longest time and when I finally did it was on the dashboard of the car. His blankets were at my feet. I was so scared that something would be wrong with him. We took him to the doctors and they said he was fine. I'm so scared that now that I have him, now that I love him, that I'm going to lose him. It's just the way life is with me. Everything bad happens to everything good that I have.